home.

currently listening to:Shiver/Coldplay.

i feel so unbelievably homesick for a place that i have yet to encounter.


i wish i were home.


the funny thing is--right now--i am home. literally, i mean. here i am in my pajamas, typing away on blogger while my 9 thousand other open internet explorer windows eagerly seek attention. here i am worrying about 7 zillion things that have to be done tonight as my mom wakes up to yell at me to get at least a few hours of sleep. 5:30am of monday morning, and there are still no signs of anything that resembled a weekend.


i wish i were home.


you know. home. a place with no worries. where nothing else matters. where you live in the moment. where you can be totally yourself. where you can do what you want when you want. where everything is familiar. where you are in control of the events of your day and you pretty much know exactly what to expect. where all that surrounds you are the people who you love most. when laughter and love are two of the most important things that exist. when you are happy. when you are content.


i wish i were home.