balance.

currently listening to:Photograph/Nickelback.

it's so different now...

no more academic classes. not until january, at least. i've been on OJT with jackie, mel and ces for the past couple of weeks, and we've got a couple more weeks of it left. then it's off to work on our thesis. and then christmas break. and then one more term of classes. then no more classes for the rest of my life.

no more uaap games. my dad, vic, and i are still talking about the past season, and the roster of players for the next season--9 months from now. it's weird having nothing to do on thursday and sunday afternoons. they were always "game days" and now... they're nothing but ordinary days.

no more green&white. well, not really. it's still very much alive, but because im always at work, i barely get to visit the office or get any work done. i guess i'm kind of on leave of absence, but it's just so weird not being there and not being up to date on the place i've considered home for the past year and a half. i visit for a few minutes once or twice a week, then i go home. which sucks.

no more friends. ahuhuhuhu. 2 of my greatest friends (hi e and ches!) have moved far, far away---to places where crime is scarce and where thanksgiving is celebrated. it was only when they left that i realized that i now have no more saturday and sunday shopping partners. my other friends have begun working as well, some of them on the evening shift, which makes it worse. social life=non-existent.

no more sister. hehe. well, fine, my two sisters are still as present as ever, but carolyn is getting married next year (when? ewan ko sa kanya!). it's weird helping her make plans for the wedding. going to bridal fairs, scouting for reception venues... it's just so... different. i haven't imagined what life will be like after april/may/june/july... and i don't think i can handle it yet. so i focus on helping with plans.. and bahala na si batman.


...but things are still the same.

i'm still broke, and desperate to go shopping--for many, many things.

i'm still too lazy and tired to do anything but go home, eat, chat, eat, and head off to bed. then a new day begins. (usually all equivalent to a monday.)

and as usual, my blog post makes no sense to anyone... but me. which is nice to know, because after all, it is my blog... anyway.