unhinged.

sometimes, i believe that i really am emotionally unstable.

in one unbelievably long day, the number of times i've wanted to scream, pull the hair from my head, kill myself (or those around me!), laugh at the irony of all that has happened to me, or sit in a corner and bawl my eyes out has shifted so quickly, so randomly, that even i started to scare myself.

i don't know what's wrong with me. seriously. my emotions have unhinged themselves from my brain, and they're let loose. the rational side of me is diminishing little by little, and i fear the worst for myself and for those around me when i give in to my emotions completely.