the ride of your life.

currently listening to: ride of your life/oliver james.


can't deny your feelings anymore
the world is waiting right outside your door
what are you waiting for?

come on here's your chance
dont let it slip right through your hands
are you ready for the ride of your life?


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there are an unbelievable number of things going on in my life right now, and i'm so overwhelmed with which to look forward to and which to dread that there is nothing left in me but an extremely bittersweet taste in my mouth and a very befuddled wenk.

but does everything really have to happen at once? i'm ready to say goodbye to you, but not to you... i can't wait to get here, but i can't until i go through this... i can't wait to do this, but i might miss out on this. you get the point.

the uncertainty of my life is killing me. the days are getting so short that there doesn't seem to be enough time to do anything. there's no time to ponder on the gravity of the situations i'm in and the impact that the next two weeks will be having on my life. there's no time to appreciate all the exciting firsts and the many, many, many lasts. i can't wait for then to get here. i can't wait to get this period of my life over with. i can't wait to stop and look back. i can't wait for new experiences. but at the same time, i'm not ready to say goodbye. and i'm definitely not ready to let go.


indeed, the only thing constant in life is change.